JAY - ThoughtFull - lyrics
{verse 1}
I met you in person in the heat of the summer
Didn’t know for that for a while i would be your lover
Car ride to the beach, head in the clouds
But damn i guess you liked that cause you were checking me out
Cause on the way back, i’m chilling but in less than a minute
You wrapped my arm around you and we down to business
Lady where you living? cause i’m thinking if to hit it
End of my street, fuckin oath shit is wicked
Couple days pass and i’m walking down the road
Golden ticket in my pocket, all down to go
Got to door and you said nobody’s home
Then we walked to your room, led got the strobе
I'm psyched up, like imma get this chick working
Bеfore i put it in, you told me that you were a virgin
Damn, felt special as fuck
Asked if you were sure, you nodded your head in rush
A few minutes go, the garage door opens
Your mum came home, you looking at me like oh shit
Put me in your wardrobe and you closed it
I’m laughing looking back but i was going through the motions
Snuck out through the back, out of the sight
But i didn’t lay pipe right for your first time
Messaged how i felt you said jay it’s alright
We can try again if you down come to my place tonight
{verse 2}
No lie, best month of my life
Like every day or second you tagged along for the ride
My mind was in a frenzy walking under the lights
To your place, 1am, where i’m supposed to be right?
Went from a dumb fling to a love thing
You told me the three words, had you jumping
I said it like it's nothing but trust it was something
You had me humming amerie cause you were that 1 thing
But school starts, i don’t see you as much
But trust when that bell rang, i’d leave in a rush
To make it to your porch, i needed your touch
I was a fiend for your love, you were my queen as such
Saturday came, went to yours to watch a movie
Cracking jokes, laughing, so fuckin’ goofy
Later that night, you said we’re moving too fast
Thought a break was a break, was still kinda confused
But i didn’t move past for you
{verse 3}
Whole week, radio silence
Got me worried if you’re changing, maybe i’m just wasting my time
I called you up friday night to ask what’s up
Didn’t give a straight answer, had me like what the fuck
I had to do something or maybe just leave it
Cause honestly you’d ditch if she knew all my secrets
Fuck it, had to man up and get closure
Rode to your place, had to know if it was over
Called your phone out the front, waited for an hour
Finally called me back, said you got out the shower
I sat you down in your room to ask the questions
It's feb 13th, didn’t know how was ending
Said you was confused with these thoughts in your mind
And for a while now you had all of the time
To be or not be with me, said i ain’t the same
But still said that i’m great and told me don’t change a thing
No lie i want you back so bad
But after that day i’d never been so mad
Cause one day i’m looking at you and i got it all
Then the next day it’s i'm looking at my bedroom walls again
But still you said that i should move on
I know we weren’t together too long
But i love you and wanna be with you til the end
But when i told you you said that we could still be friends
I felt defeat and i left
I don’t know if i wanna see you again
So i’ll try to purge my feelings and keep ‘em at rest
But it’s you in my dreams when i’m sleeping in bed
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